Bits Of Life

Couples Survey

2009-11-05T09:51:00.000-08:00

I asked my brother to give the couples interview which is getting a grip of blogsphere. so here it is

What are your names?

Ahmed Nashyd

Mueena Aboobakur

How long have you been together?

its been 3 months.

How long did you know each other before you started dating?

0 days

Who asked who out?

Nash asked her out

Did you go to the same school?

Are you from the same home town?

No, completely different from both ends of maldives

Who is the smartest?

muee and nash

Who majored in what?

Nash – Customer relations

Muee - IT

Who is the most sensitive?

Both

Where do you eat out most as a couple?

Lilies

Where is the furthest you two have traveled together as a couple?

Villingili

Who has the worst temper?

Muee

How many children do you want?

Three

Who does the cooking?

Muee

Who is more social?

Nash

Who is the neat-freak?

Muee

Who is the most stubborn?

BOTH.

Who wakes up earlier?

Nash

Where was your first date?

Artificial Beach

Who has the bigger family?

Nash

Do you get flowers often?

How do you spend the holidays?

Hibernating :P

Who is more jealous?

Nash

How long did it take to get serious?

1 week

Who eats more?

Nash

What do you do for a living?

Nash – FFS

Muee – Asters Bookshop Manager

Who does the laundry?

Muee

Who’s better with the computer?

Nash

Who drives when you are together?

Nash

What is "your" song?

Laobin by SOF.

2009-10-24T02:05:00.000-07:00

the 'traitors' back and campaigning for

350

2009-09-25T03:20:00.000-07:00

life's extremely boring these few days, theres nothing much to do and im hating the construction work going on behind the house, theres always the sound of hammering and sawing and blah blah 24/7. the headsets again broken and this is like the 4th in the last 2 months. theres nothing much to write so bye

A bit from my family

2009-09-18T09:41:00.000-07:00

These are photos mostly taken in Hulhumale' where we went for an iftar.

Hope you like them.

cuxin Jixu (Hulhumale')

Rai (Hulhumale')

Hulhumale' beach

Rasko n cuxin Jooko (Hulhumale')

cuxin Shama n Raayu (Hulhumale')

cuxin Jooko (Hulhumale')

a ship seen from Hulhumale'

cuxin Jooko (Hulhumale')

Hulhumale'

cuxin Jixu (Hulhumale')

Raayu (Hulhumale')

(Hulhumale')

Islamic Center minaret (male')

great sister and great photographer, my sis Ninny (Hulhumale')

Me. credit for this pic again goes to my sis

2009-08-31T07:03:00.000-07:00

This only Photo post is a little im sorry gift, and i do promise to post atleast once a week from today onwards, it maybe only pictures , but i do hope you all love it.

Hope you enjoy by amateur PhOtOgraphy

temple flower

Male'

Minaret. Male'

hulhumale'. Hulhumale'

air taxi. Hulhumale'

air taxi. Hulhumale'

hulhumale beach. Hulhumale'

air taxi. Hulhumale'

hulhumale beach. Hulhumale'

air taxi. Hulhumale'

boat. Hulhumale'

hulhumale beach. Hulhumale'

air taxi. Hulhumale'

hulhumale beach. Hulhumale'

crabs. Hulhumale'

my cux on beach. Hulhumale'

flowers. Hulhumale'

Hulhumale'

Hulhumale'

. Male'

Tsunami memorial in Male'

Islamic Center. Male'

Islamic Center. Male'

. Male'

Male'

Islamic Center minaret. Male'

Islamic Center minaret and republic monument. Male'

Islamic Center and minaret. Male'

Shaheed Hussain Adam Building (Police Headquarters), Republic Square. Male'

Old Hukuru Mosque. Male'

Old Hukuru Mosque. Male'

Old Hukuru Mosque Minaret. Male'

Old Hukuru Mosque . Male'

Islamic Center minaret. Male'

Traditional Parade and dances on Independence day. Male

Traditional Parade and dances on Independence day. Male

(photography by my lil sis)

Ipod

photography by my lil sis, thanx for this wonderful pic sis

2009-07-02T10:52:00.000-07:00

hey guys, am still alive, i know i havent kept upto my promise and im really sorry about that.

lifes going fast here and im arely able to keep up woth it. there are certain somethings which i hate in here but its always good to go ahead with the good things

school is going great have made tons of new friends and its awesome, we had a party in our class to celebrate the schools 30th anniversary, it went well. and i enjoyed a lot.

we even had a house meeting last nite in which we discussed what items our house will present on the anniversary i havent as of yet decided what to participate in but hopefully something will turn up. after the meeting i helped a distant cux cum friend in making the school anniversary banne, it was spledadiously enjoyable and i was home rather late

there was interschool netball finale tonight and i didnt go to it after i lost my temper on certain somethings, we lost but i now wish i had been a good sport and gone to see it.

Heres a pic of our Hulhumale' trip , i have been trying to upload this and many more pics for a long time but its taking much longer time than i could wait.

Bye and cya

2009-06-08T08:38:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,

Am in Male' and missing my lovely home'is'land a lot, being stuck inside a 6th floor is not my idea od a ideal home, but then again its not bad i went to walk yesterday and today and visited some of my friends and relatives

im misssing my lovlely friends a lot, it was always great to have them around, and i wish i had them even now. the times we spent together playing talking and kidding will be moments i will never forget.

If i have to dexcribe male' then i should say a island infested with Banglas, with a great problem of congestion and ''add all the bad caracters here'':p . if you are wondering why no pics like other ti9mes, then i didnt feel like taking pics so i didnt take any, i will hopefully take some and upload 2moro. and btw the flight was scary, it was shaking and falling even wen the sky was the clearest of all times, i hated it but was glad when it was time to land, heheh, am off now. Bye and take great care of yourselves

Lovex and ummahx

2009-06-06T08:55:00.000-07:00

hey guys this will be the last post by me from the tiny island of Hulhudhoo, am going to Male' early morning 2moro, and as i said a few days ago i will try to post more often

So cya in Male'

Bye

Some pics from the Teachers mini picnic

2009-06-02T01:33:00.000-07:00

( sorry that the pics are of not good quality :P)

2009-05-23T03:29:00.000-07:00

darling nephew i miss you a lot and cant wait to see you agin. Ummahx baby

Sorry guys for not writing anything lately

2009-05-22T01:44:00.000-07:00

i have been having some of the best times in my life lately with my friends, after sitting all by myself for damn long 5 months in my room without talking to a single person this last one and a half months have been darn great. im so loving it. i donno why i have been sitting here for the last 5 months, heheh anyways leaving that aside the big bad news is im hating mom a lot shes trying to force me to leave the island before the end of this months, i am so very not gonna leave and if she does take me by force im gonna show everyone what thing im made from :P. lolx. i want to leave after spending the last weekend i get here. im not gonna miss a single day, a single great like no-other day with my besties. im 99.9% sure that i soon as i go there my lifes gonna be like the 5 months but this time damn 2 looooong years. Oh great lord help me. i dont want to leave soo soon. i want to enjoy as much as i can before going and burning off my head with all the studies. as i want to do better this time than before i m intending to work a lot more than before.

i have been going on night rides with my friends and going almost everyday to the beach and enjoying, playing, walking, talking, chatting lifes fantabulous.

btw we are planning to go on a picnic this month 30 and theres not a single way am gonna miss it.

have a great time all and am gonna write every other day when im in male' so Cya

2009-04-28T07:35:00.000-07:00

hey guys im not dead or anything just been alittle out of my normal track. lifes packed with things to do now, wake up at 6 30 am go to school at 7 finish school at 1 , reach home by 1 30 and start giving tution at 2, tutions over at 3 and then its time to go back to school by 4, reach home between 7-9 and then go to sleep at 10. im not very much loving this new big change in life but its k. heheh. btw teaching is not that bad and im getting along quite well with the students although i do get a few stray coments which i would rather not love to hear i love teaching, and as chemistry is one of my fav subject its great. and also i made my first test paper today, wring answer and writing questions are so very different heheh, i hope everyone gets good results. theres a lot of other things going on too, we are planning a inter school debate, by we i mean me and a couple of former students of our school. we also had a great school anniversary celebration, which included a student former student debate, a parent and teacher debate, a show and a lot of fun.

btw there is this great beauty in the school i so wish i was a student and siting right next to her in the class. hehehe. jus kiddind. or maybe not.

hey got to run i still have some more work to do, btw i watced a entire movie today after like a week or two, it feels so great.

Bye

love you all

will try to write as often as possible

and also the parlimentary elections are coming up and i hate all those disgusting songs they play 24/7. someone make them stop.

Bye

2009-04-06T08:23:00.000-07:00

hi guys, the athletics meet is atlast over, after three days it ended yesterday in a huge controversy which may lead to a thing which i never wanted. im not sure of the rumour i heard today is truth or not, if its truth ill let you know wat it is, and i would be truly hurt if it happens. the athletics meet went really smoothly until the medaling ceremony where some parent student and teacher were not so happy about how we chose the best athlete ( i was the one handling and writing all the results so i was feeling so cornered) but by today mornign all was good, until i heard the awful news moments ago.

leaving that aside im a teacher in my former high school now, im teaching grade 10 and 9 chemistry for 2 classes. the grade 10 students were great and the 9 students werent bad but they were a little too energetic and you know what. my ex gf is in that class so ofcourse she got a lot of teasing after i left, and also some rumours ( which were so very not true) were heard from a couple of student. according to a couple of students my methods and way of teaching was better and they understood better. some classes even asked me to give them classes, but the decision of which class to teach is never mine but rather the schools. also starting tomoro im again starting tution to the twin gal i used to give tution before, im not so sure if her bro is yet here. ( if you are wondering if i am doing this for pay you are wrong, all this is voluntary work). so overall lifes going great. the schools anniversary is nearing so me and a coiple of my class mates are thinking of doing something on the day.

btw i also got one other awful news, but i dont think i should tell you that as of yet.

Byes, and wish me luck, love you all

(sorry for any mistakes here, im in a hurry)

2009-04-03T09:30:00.000-07:00

this post is for no special reason, just wanted you all to know that i have got my sanity back, thank god and you all. btw am judging a athletics meet taking place at my high school, and its great and very enjoyable. 3 days of fun, enjoyment, running, throwing, jumping, and ofcourse judging, hehhe, ill add up the details after its over. and also me and a couple of my ex classmates got a offer to judge a debate to take place in the near future in the school.

2009-03-31T05:41:00.001-07:00

im getting f*cking mad in this good for nothing place where there is nothing to do and many people will be happy to know this. i hate this frigging place and life, theres not a f*cking thing to do, i m going nutx, im the person who dont eat peanutx just because i have to chew it a lot of time, and now theres not a damn thing to do. and moments ago i smashed the headphone set but i have mended it back with some tape. i so very efel like smashing all the glasses in the house and a lot more things too. everyone pray that i get my sanity back, and DO NOT leave a comment on this post

2009-03-30T07:54:00.000-07:00

hi,

i know i tld i will write about the earth hour yesterday, but i have not being my happy self these few times, im going craxy again theres not a thign to do, im soo damn bored.

bye

Earth Hour 2009

2009-03-28T10:16:00.000-07:00

the power was cut from the entire house and we lived only by a single candle which lit the entire house . will write the details tomoro.

I TURNED THE LIGHTS OFF, DID YOU??

2009-03-27T21:59:00.000-07:00

hi everyone

am back from one of the best 28 hours of my life ( that is of course until now). we left on 26Th at 2 30 pm, the boat ride was around 3 hours long. we went on the biggest fishing boat in the island, don't get all ewwwy, here fishing boats are all whitewashed and have its own distinctions, the family owning the boat had a wedding going on in fuvammulah so everyone went for the wedding as well as to see the island. going to other atoll on these boats is sort of like a mini occasion and large groups of people go making a great atmosphere around.

leaving hulhudhoo

leaving the atoll behind

nothing but the deep blue sea all around....

.... except a launch which passed by

the trip was really calm , the seas were calm, the sky was sunny and all around blue. it was rather hot but the wind blowing as the boat moved made it less hotter.

the very first glimpse of the entire island. it is just above the water less than 5 feet so you can barely see the island in this small pic,but if you look really hard you can see a small evelation, the island at the center

after around 3 hours the island started appearing, and every ones faces started glowing.. hehe

.. but the island was a lil too big to appear on a single photograph

here you can see the harbour, the entry way into the island

as we entered the harbour of fuvammulah

it was a very clear and beautiful lagoon
there were lots of people and kids swimming when we arrived

after we arrived we went to a friends place, by we i mean mom, me , and family friend Mr n Mrs Saeedh. the house we went was in malegan district, there are 8 in total and i have no idea what the others are called. our host was a good friend of both saeed and my dad, he was from a group who came for some work at the nearby resort and since then have been friends with us, he is also really good with computer mechanics and helped me when i had difficulties in the comp. his mom was really talkative so everyone enjoyed her company and got to know a lot. the host friend is also a good friend of both our familes, he is also the brother of a girl who stayed in my house during some school project conducted in our island.

this it the view from outside the house we stayed

a person catching small reef fishes using a net

after we came and relaxed a little and had a long talk we all went for a coffee, there were 8 of us, we went on 4 motorcycles. we went to Real Breeze it was a noce two storey place. the second story was closed and we later found out that the party itself was gonna be hosted in the very same place. we talked and enjoyed ourselves. it was a good gathering all young and vibrant. i had a coke float (lolx) which i enjoyed after having eaten nothing the entire day. we left to get ready for the party, and then were again on the way abck to the same place, the party was good, the food was not that bad and the lighting was also okay. but the food ran out very quickly and i felt it was a little too mis-organized. after the party it took us 40 minutes to reach home lolx, we sort of lost the way but stillw reached the house on our own. after that we went to bed, saeedh and the others left for somplace. i got the entire bed and mom and mrs Saeedh slept on mattresses on the floor. it was a dbed and i was happy to have it all to myself lolx,but the room was rather hot and mom and mrs saeedh never stopped talking and i was awake the entire night. i slept for like 4 hours and got up at 6 and took a quick shower and left the room around 7 for morning tea. when shaggy (the hosts+both our family friend, and the bro of the gal who stayed in my place) he was our guide for the day we had only 3 hours as it was friday and we had to cut everything we were doing for the friday prayers. we left around 7 30am.

boys playing football by the shore ( this is the best i can shoot on a fast moving motorcycle)

this pure crystal white beach is known as 'thundi' it is famous for its unusually round pebbles, it used to bed a large beach but now much of it has been eroded.

this is Gemmiskki, one of the well known monuments of the Islamic period. its a neat compound including a coral stone mosque, an ancient graveyard and a well. it is said to be the oldest mosque in Fuvammulah.
this is a place of bath 'veyo' in the ancient maldives, much of it is destroyed now but parts of the wall around and the stairs is still there.

the stairs as well as the entire place is entirely hard carved.

this is a 'ziyaarai' it is the tomb of a important person, in early times people used to offer valuables to the tomb in return for offerings from the supernatural powers, but now it is a banned practice.

this is another part of the thundi

on the ground are all perfectly round pure white pebbles.

it was breathtakingly beautiful i made sure i take a bottle of 'thundi veli' pebbles from the thundi home

this is 'haviththa' it is a buddist stupa, before maldives converted to islam the country was buddist , so after they converted most of the buddist places were destroyed including this stupa, the goverment doesnt take much care of this and there is a lot of trees growing on them and it does mostly look like a pile of dirt. there are three of these near each other. one is big and has still maintains much of its shape the other 2 are almost reduced to the ground, they were origially about 40 feets but the biggest one too is now less than half of that. thiefs and even amature archaeologist stole much of the valuable and treasure inside the stupas, and it is said that still many gold and this remain inside.

shaggy

this is the talles havitta there now.there are large hand carved boulders visible under the rubble still.
this is the smallest havitta visible
water runway to stop flooding
this is the Dhiraagu ommunications antenna, it is the tallest structure in the Maldives. its 400 feet long. This antenna also allows Dhiraagu to maintain one of the world's longest microwave links over water, measuring 65 KM
people coming after swimming in the deadly seas around the island. unlike other maldivian island the islands reef is totally submerged thus all around the island is deep ocean and there is a very strong current which can easily drag you to death

the trench like thing visible is called 'olheh' it was used earlier for small boats to take people to the island when there was no harbour, it is also a good point for catching reef fishes and a even better place to get sucked into the ocean and get killed.
dhiraagu tower visible from the beach

driving fast on the highway

fuvammulah harbour, it took more than 4 years to build it because of the dangerous seas, work had to be suspended often beacuse of the deadly current and waves
the way to the never ending oceans

there were loads of people around coming to see everyone off

last glimpses of fuvamullah

the island was oerfect except for the dust, it havent rained for half a year and the roads have turn very dusty and everything outside even plants have a layer of dust over them. the people were really warm and friendly, and every where er go we get gifts and are offered tea and if we decline they will force us to have it lolx, eating all those thinks and the vibration on the boat made my tummy upset but after i sat and relaxed it became okay. the part i hated the most was i took 2 cameras with me but both of them deceived me, when the most important times comes nothing would work, when we left i only got to take a single photo, one camera was fully dead the other had its zoom button broke taking full zoom, into 25 . so i couldnt take much great scenes like when a large group or birds followed us around, and also the group of dolphin ( around 15 and they were different sizex) which followed with us for sometimes, they were great and some jumeped right next to the boat close enough for people to even touh it. i so very wished i had the cam working then, there were so many of them jumping like manniacs and ........ ok leave that im getting too emo about it hopefully better times will come. i have spent almost 4 hours on this post and am dead tired now so am going to watch a movie or something and relax bye

2009-03-25T23:08:00.000-07:00

am i making a big mistake by going to this island, i mean it turns out shai is not gonna come. ill get bored to death, and as its a wedding there will be 10000s of old women talking non stop ill go craxy, god help me i donno what to do

2009-03-25T22:01:00.000-07:00

hey guys. im going to fuahmulah today and will return tomoro. am going with mom , shes going their for a friends wedding or something ( am not so sure). but the reason im going is that island is known for its great breathtaking natural beauty, and its archaeological sites, i like history so i intend to visit all of them. sure would be very bored so am trying to take one of my girl buddies shai with me, i dont think she could come. ( personal probs, u know wat i mean right) i sure am gonna be dead bored with having noone to talk to. i hope this all goes well. pray for me guys. its a long sea travel ( the longest i have gone anyways) and the island is also known for its deadly sea. btw telling more about the island its one of the biggest islands in maldives and have a large population. it is the only atoll in the maldives to have only one island, and there is not a single island around it in eye sight. will post about it tomoro as soon as i come back.

2009-03-23T21:57:00.000-07:00

when i wrote it became normal i was so very wrong, last nite was the only night in my life when i kept awake because i couldnt fall asleep due to the large noise. i dont remember the exact time but i roughly remember seeing the clock at 4 30 am when lightning occured. you can feel that the thunderstorm was coming over the island slowly. when the second lightning ( after i woke up) i quickly started counting seconds, it was approximately 10 seconds, so it was like 2 miles away, and as minutes went it reduced to 5 and as it got on top of the island less than 2 seconds. you can feel it. when the thuner strikes the glasses shrieked i was afraid they may crack. i dont remember seeing such weather forecast last night so i quickly googled for addu atoll weather adn it was 'thurdersotrm' for the entire day. moments later dad woke up and came into my room and asked to unplug tv, computer mobile and everythings important, if lightening distrupts the electricity service all of them will go dead. ( there was rather a little chance of the ligtening reaching up to my room, because there are four breaker systems at the house atleast one of them will go on time and save it, but why take the chance) moments after dad left mom came she was expecting me to be rather afraid but as i was awake she left ( you might be wondering why they woke up so late, there room is like 50% sound proof so the rumbling thunder sounded rather less inside their room). right after mom left a lightning, and the lights in the room glew and THUNDER, oh got it scared the hell out of me, it was right on top of you, you can feel it. more than the thunder the glow of the lights in the room was scarying. i gave a little shriek sitting on my bed and jumped off and ran as quickly as light into my parents bedroom. knocked on the door and went in. their expression clearly said they were expecting me to come running any second. after i went into that room the thundering got lesser ( or i couldnt hear them) mom and dad were talking about if the rain water collection things and all were connected or not, and all of a sudden dad said fishermans had left for fishing too, this was rather a touchy new. maldives was build on the back of fisherman, its the oldest thing we have been doing, and when dad said this i prayed that they all be alright. the seas were expected to be not-at-all-calm. so nayways after i went into the room i put a mattress right next to parents bed and laied trying to sleep unsucessfully, it was still raining but no lightning or thunder then moments later you can hear thunder from the eash around 4 miles off. if you are wondering the island is only 1 mile in width so the landfall was for only for a few brief minutes.

i would so love to be a storm chaser but then that would mean i would have to give up all my other dreams. so lets say storm chasing as a free time fun work.

2009-03-23T02:22:00.000-07:00

so irritating, it remained dark for 2 hours and when it was time for rain, not even 1cm of rain, damn, i was expecting something interesting and it turned out to be not-at-all-interesting. now that everything is back to normal i so very hate it

2009-03-23T01:18:00.000-07:00

i think the drought will be over today but this is super scary, its noon but its sooo damn dark that it seems like a night. and theres this scary hideous thunger rumbling giving me almost heart attacks, i hope this gets over soon. and hope the electricity dont go ( it rarely goes but during a thunedr storm anything is possible).

When Good Intentions Go Bad

2009-03-21T11:59:00.000-07:00

i was chatting with my younger sis moments ago and although it went rather smoothly i may have put her in a little bit of trouble. firstly she has to go to bed soon and its not allowed for her to chat for loong hours, i wanted to chat with her for long but she wouldnt saying our elder sis wont like it her waiting up late chatting, so i send a sms to my sis asking permission for her to keep awake a lil longer so we could chat, she replied saying yes but only till 12. wen i told kiddo about this she was not that happy, she thought that sis must be thinking this is a kiddos plan to chat longer n all ( atleast i think she thought so). so kiddo was not so impressed about me doing that, i tried to make up to that by offering her to do a project about fashion ( the chances of me not doing that is extremely high, so kiddo start making it youself) and then our aunt kept on telling her to come and have dinner as she havent had it, so when she went for the super duper late dinner i told her to send my love to aunt, but she said she says 'nooo way,m nt goin to' and she told me to tell her myself, but i didnt have her number so i got the number from my sis and smsed my aunt sending her and her family loadx of love n care , and also i mentioned that kiddo was shy thats why i was personally writing the sms. now after kiddo retuned ( just seconds after i send the sms) i told her i send the sms, and she goes ''r u playnin on killin me'' , im sure she wont get killed or anything , i was not expecting such a massive response from her. then moments lates she write GTG and goes. hope shes not too mad on me

my sweet little sis if i have hurt you in any way i am sorry. Heaps n Piles of love to you

2009-03-20T23:47:00.000-07:00

guys post a banner or a badge about earth hour on you blogs to spread the word about it, time is running and we have to reach a target of 1 billion people.

2009-03-20T09:38:00.000-07:00

i just cant figure out why i keep on making new email ids whether it be hotmail yahoo or even gmail. i ureently manage 3 hotmail accounts. one is for chatting and other random stuffs, i have had it for life 4 years or so now. the second one is used for things like facebook, myyearbook, youtube, etc etc i use this for chatting too as i have the same contact list on both. the third is used to recieve yahoo group mails and as a secret id to chat with people to find out things, lolx. there are 3 other live accounts which i use rarely for facebook.

there are also 2 main yahoo accounts. one is used for chatting with my yahoo using friends, and the second is used for yahoo answers ( i got blocked from Y!A from the first accound after a stupid thing). there are other 3-4 yahoo accounts some which i remember and some i barely remmeber which i use for Y!A , facebook accounts and chatting.

then comes 2 gmail accounts, one is used for this blog and the other for my other blog .

There are 6 facebook accounts, of which only one is 'Nows' and the others a secret accounts which i use occasionally to coment on certain groups and photos.

the proplem occurs with remembering all those unique email Ids and there passwords. as signing out and login with each account turned to be too time consuming and boring , i now use google chrome , Opera and Internet Explorer for the three hotmail accounts. this means i dont have to sign out and it remember the password of its respective emaill adress. but not having to type the passwords everyday makes me easily forget them leading to creation of other accounts. for yahoo i use chrome and opera. and for gmail too. btw this blog is written on chrome lolx.

i m wondering now why i wrote this post, maybe because i got fedup of remembering and forgetting all those good for nothing passwords and accounts.

anyways if i dont get to do anything in a few days i will go nutx, today i nearly went mad with boredom, internet is turning out to be boring now theres nothing new. and theres not a single person in the household to talk to , and all the tv programs suckx now

sorry for wasting you time for a pile of nothing

2009-03-19T11:49:00.000-07:00

today i watched the entire BBC coverage of the princess Dianas death on youtube ( i very well know shes not princess Diana but rather Diana, Princess of Wales, but still........ she is indeed the princess of hearts) i donno why i watched it , it was almost 390 mins (6.5 hrs) long but i patiently watched the entire thing with out shedding a single tear ( ok maybe a few but not that many) i very well remember although this far from UK there was a buzz going on even in this tiny island,i remember watching a animated video of what happened, and also talking in our class about Diana although none of us knew much about her or what had happened except the fact that shes a great lady who lives no more.

i wonder if Prince of Wales or the Queen herself is gonna get such a funeral

have i told you lately that i love you. can you hear us Diana

2009-03-16T12:11:00.000-07:00

am thinking of going on a volunteer job, something like a teacher or something maybe , i donno. im going nutx sitting around this room 24 hrs a day. really for like the last 3 months i have been doin nothing and sitting in this room. now i think its time to do something, sitting around doing nothing is making me 1 get angry soon 2 lazier 3 lose concentration often etc etc. and also it makes me destroy things. sometimee back i tore my oldest soft toy to pieces, RIP Banana in pyjama. and today i burnt of 3 days of hard work, it was this rather fancy model of a building i made with only cardboard. i felt bad after i destroyed it .

btw have i told you guys i have ade up my mind to become a architect+interior designer. so if you want to build a house after something life 5 years ask me. lolx. it 12 18 am here in Maldives and i dont have the least bit of idea why am writing this 'useless' post which noone may read. anyways now that i have got nothing to do i think i should be off to bed. good nite and btw i hate the new facebook homepage and also i almost hate the entire facebook

2009-03-15T23:12:00.000-07:00

Hi guys,

hope you all are great, am also good btw. yesterday we had a 'mini' class reunion (its not even a year yet). only very few of them came but its ok , i never wanted some people whom i dont like to come. we had a lot of fun but we had to cut short after it started to get late and we all walked to home together. the day before that we went to our ex school. here we is refered to my best friendS. there were some club activites going on at evening and even during night. and last thursday we went there too just for some fun during the tree planting activities.

It seems Sandi may go private. i have been following her blog almost ever since i have started blogging. She writes from her heart and has the guts to write to the truth no matter how bitter it is, and my fav part is she has 14 kids and i adore all the little ones a lot. she adopted 10 from around USA and 4 are home grown. lately some good-for-nothing people have been trying to open some old wounds , which i tell you she handled greatly and she didnt once try to hide the truth and had the guts to tell the truth even if it put her in bad light. sandi, if you ever go private please let me follow your blog and i will sure try to watch all your family shows when it is telecasted.

May god bless her and her entire family with all the happiness.

"some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them"

Whiskey Lullaby

2009-03-15T09:53:00.000-07:00

2009-03-12T10:46:00.001-07:00

today was one of the worst days this year so far. although good things happened bad things weight more.

today morning i watched 100 million bc which was by far the worst movie i have ever seen. pure crap. and then i had to cancel my tution classes cause i had to go to my former school ( i so very love the place) there we were thrown out for like 5 mins until the security could call the school head ( she havent come yet) to ask if we could enter the school. after that it was good, i met ol friends and enjoyed then i came back home with a good frined of mine. shes 1 year younger than and smoking hot . and right infront of the prayer hall with people all around some of my friends going on cycle spotted and shouted at me to '' hold her hand and to get closer'' ( you might be thinking so , i dont have any relationship with her except that of friendship. and those friends just wanted to embrass me, no evil in there heart and i love them more than myself, greatest buddies one can ever have) ok so anyways when he shouted that every one around stared at us both like they have never seen a girl and a boy walking together before ( and its not a good stare, a evil conservative religious look :P lolx) i asked her to move faster once i was past there i was soo relieved. (you might be wondering thats not bad, and i know that) when i reached home i soo damn hated that, as dads back hes doing engine works and all and the enite house smell like grease, and those darn mechine smells, i soo frigging hate that, and those smells which im unfortunately some what allergic to made me cough made my nose run, made my sinuses ache and god knows wat. i quickly went into my room and then soo very unfortunately dad came into my room and his clothes were like drenched into those smells and everything, he wanted a favour from me and there was no way i could say no ( for 2 reasons, hes my dad and hes done a lot for me so i had to do anything for him. and 2 cause we rarely talk and i would never miss a chance to talk with him) soo i had to bear like 20 mins in which my condition deteriorated a lot and i had to sort of stuck my kerchief up the nose to stop the mucus which showed no sign of easing. after he left i felt better but it took sometime before the ''machine smell'' left my room(btw my nose is still running). while i was chating a while after that i found out from a friend the kid i was giivng tution had a dangerous accidnet. he got hit by a door ( i donno exactly how, if it fell on him or wat) and his leg sort of ripped open revealing the bones and all ( hope he recovers real soon, i know i shout at hima lot at the tution but it was for his own good only) i felt soo bad for him after i heard that, and unluckily the xray machine in the regional hospital was not working and he had to be taken to the capital, the sea ride from this island to the capital of the atoll is like an hour, and from air lift there to the capital of maldives is 1hour 45 mins. and he must have to wait a long time before a flight can be scheduled. i feell soo sorry for him he had to bear all that pain, the doctors couldnt do anything until they had the xray and he had to bear all that pain for soo long. its been like 6 hours now and i donno if hes reached the capital or not. and i even feel bad about myself, i mean if i have had given the tutions today and not gone to the school he would have been safe and sound. it happened to him at the time he usually comes to tuition from me. if only i had given tutions today he would have been ok. but anyways who can change whats already happened. it was good that his mom was there when it had happened and action was taken quickly. now that i told you all i know about that, i had lost internet connection 4 times tonight and i so hate that, we dont pay them for that. i sure hope connection doesnt get lost after i go to bed, cause if it does all the downloads with be stopped and 9.5 hours is important amount of time.

this post is not making much sense i know, this ''machine smell'' lead headache is not allowing me to think and concentrate properly soo i think i should shorten this not so short post before i write things which doesnt make a sense at all. bye

WORST MOVIE IN THE HISTORY

2009-03-12T00:23:00.000-07:00

''100 Milliob BC'' is the worst movie made ever. if you dont believe me just watch it. i sometimes wonder if the movie itself was made in 100 million bc. anyways after watching i think you would like to read the discussion board for the movie in IMDB. i cna assure you atleast 2 hours of laughing

The Beach Boys - Don't Worry Baby

2009-03-09T07:20:00.000-07:00

I just love this song now. few days back i was watching Never been Kissed (1998) and this song is played at my fav scene at the end of the movie when they share a passionate kiss infront of a whole crowd. hope you like this old but refreshing song

2009-03-08T03:25:00.000-07:00

Last nite i went to bed early as dad came back home , he doesnt like me to be waking up late into the night ( i have no idea why, anyways i sleep only wen i like). i know i havent told you guys that dad left, even noone told me he went all of a sudden with out even telling me 2 weeks back, from male' (capital of maldives) he went to Sri Lanks ( noone told me that too) and he came back to maldives daybefore yesterday and back to home yesterday. he brought lo lankan sweet ( sorry to say din like them that much they tasted like cardboard dipped in sugar),. and also a mousepad with a calculator on it the calculator was round and can rotate that was nice and i liked the calculator but the mouse pad was too big . Also came a microwave chicken which i sadly i dont eat. i dont like land meats at all. If i knew the date he was coming i would have had told him to get me a pair of new footwear and a couple of T-shirts. leaving that aside as i dint feel sleepy at all i woke up and wrote a list of some of my secrets which i thought would look good here

hehhe anyways here it is 9it is in no particular order)

= wen i was small i used to pray everyday to give my mom a long life even if it meant taking part of my life (reason: i lurve her alot even if sometimes i act like a &*#$^() with him)

=Me n my dad have really weak and less bonds and talk very rarely ( we live together and all but we dont even share like fifty word with each other in a month!!!)

= the person i love the most (after my mom) is my Younger sister Ninny ( it maybe because when small we both spend almost all our times together and grew together and shes the sweetes sister)

=I cry very often (lets say now aday i cry like once a day(wen am all alone) while eatching tragic disastor movie , LOLX)

=i am a very emotional person and would easy break down into tears while watching documentaries and news coverage of unpreviledged people and their sufferings)

= i drink a lot of water when i feel sad ( i feel the part near my ear like puffing when i am sad and then wen i drink water it gets ok)

= i have difficulty sleeping ( i have to lay on the bed for like 1 hours before falling asleep however sleepy i am)

= i feel really difficult to be under non natural white light during day time ( i knowthis is weird but really at mornings i cant tolerate to keep the lights on, i will feel like someone is sucking all my energy out, but luckily i have been geting over it lately)

= 10/14 of my best friends are girls ( more than like 75% of my friends are girls and i have 14BESTFRIENDS!!)

= i had a crush on a girl for almost 5 years ( no more details)

= i want to adopt a child and raise him all by myself

= i hate my voice

= i like to dance

= i dont like my dads side of the family (that is except dad and a few others, i tell you its a huge family)

= i spend almost 85% of the time im awake infront of the computer

= i spend about only 2% of each week outside the house (weird i know but theres nothing to do outdoors lately)

= and i luv my hair ( which really unluckily has lately been falling a little more than normal. i cut my hair but that didnt work , i think i need to go bald to stop it and the uprising dandruff problem but theres noway am gonna do that, if you have got any idea to reduce the hair fall and the dandruff plx help me)

thats more than enuf bye

2009-03-06T08:39:00.000-08:00

Hiyya all, me n my both girl buddies are going out 2moro for sure now, ( i had to try for 2 weeks to get a free day for all lolx. anyways we are gonna have a lot of fun, i just gope it doesnt rain today after a long long time rained it was good news for everyone but if it rains i so very gonna hate it

lifes been really slow with nothing lately, yesterday i watched twilight , i intended to watch it a long time ago, but the copy i had was not very good so i kept it to look later, i didnt like it that very much but still it was good, (i secretly wish i was a vampirer, it will be so damn romantic lolx) i felt it was more of like a introductory show of a tv series, half the film was used to introduce everyone and the main story of it came almost near the end. anywyas stopping my foolish critism i am having a bad tummy ache tonight, the lower ribs are aching like hell and i just took a nap, am sure not gonna fall asleep anytime soon tonight (i woke at 10 30 am today) lately i have been trying to keep my sleeping our shorter, cause excess sleep makes a person lazier (which i am).

ok this post is not making much sense, and im not gonna have dinner tonight.

BYEEEEEEEEEE

AND TO DHIRAAGU(INTERNET PROVIDER, PROVIDE FULL SPEED YOU PTOMISED OR I KILL YOU

2009-03-03T03:17:00.000-08:00

today after my bro recomended a site about good photography i took like a hundred pics of flowers n other things around the house, but it didnt go very well , these 2 pics are the best out of all. i know they are not great or perfect pics but i wont take all the blame on me. the cam was acting weird and it would zoom all by itself (it used to happen before and it had to be send to singapore or somplace for repair) anyways so i have to press zoom out button always and this is boring and difficult.

Hope you like the pics

Loves to you all

2009-03-02T01:42:00.000-08:00

Hi guys n gals

I didnt go out that day, and maybe ill be going todays , these days nothing is sure everything is a mystery. lolx.

the reason why i am not posting anything these days is

1- i am very much occupied with watching movies these days

2- internet is damn slow

few days back while chating

cux ''so wot do u do''

me '' watch doxens of movies''

cux '' hehe''

''***** says wot kind of movies ''

*****was another cuxs name lolx

after she wrote that i felt sort of wordless for a few secs, i wonder what they were thinking

anyways this new unlimited Damn Slow internet is awful irritating, Friggingly useless. i am hating it. earlier i could download like 4 movies in 5-6 hours but now it takes 15 hours to download a single movie. I sure am gonna sue the internet provider for the lies they say, they are not even providing half the sped they promised, just 1/6 th of what they say

Breaking Bad News

todays plan have been canceled again as one of my buddies is bxy. damn. todays a holiday and shes still got tutions to give, thats bad, anyways i sure am gonna go out with them both this weekend what so ever

Bye for now

loves to all

2009-02-25T04:05:00.001-08:00

Tomorows our National day and am thinking about taking my 2 best girl buddies for a walk

its not sure yet but i hope it goes reely well.

luvx to u all

2009-02-24T07:57:00.000-08:00

i need someone to shout at to get all my frustration out!!!

if u are willing just lemme know

2008 WAS THE WORST YEAR OF MY LIFE!!

2009-02-19T10:21:00.000-08:00

2008 WAS THE WORST YEAR OF MY LIFE!!

i know it is too late to write this its been 1 month and nine days since 2008, anyways here are few things which makes 2008 horrible ( in no specific order)

* as my sis had left i was all alnoe ( it was boring with no one to tease and bully around lolx)

* I was not chosen as the school caption, (at first i so hated it then got ok and now again im not very happy about it)

* i got addicted to internet especially facebook ( this is not soo good it wastes so much of my valuable time yet i cant get over it)

* i had my first girlfriend ( shes the onely one yet, and we broke after like half a month )

* some mean girl played horribles tricks on my life ( i dont wanna talk about them)

* i took the guts to tell my crush how much i like her ( but then again i asked her not to break up with his then bf)

* Half the school student body act like they like me but at my back they hate me

* i didnt do very well in my last exam

* i felt i was discriminated a lot of time

* at one point i got very fed up of life that i felt like going to somewhere wheres theres only love and peace

* i couldnt acomplish 8/10 my new year resolutions. ( that was awful)

* my friend circle got broken

i think thats more than enoug for now LOLX

see you guys later

2009-02-19T10:00:00.000-08:00

SHE LIKES ME,

BUT I DONT LIKE HER.

I LIKE HER,

BUT SHE DOESNT LIKE ME.

I LIKE HER,

SO DOES SHE,

BUT EVERYONE ELSE DOESNT LIKE HER.

2009-02-18T23:31:00.000-08:00

You're truly beautiful dear

2009-02-17T07:05:00.000-08:00

Hi guys,

Sorry i did not post anything on Valentines Day. i didnt do anything especial today but rather watched Pirates of the carribean triology, i didnt like it that much, that is after the hero turns into the heartless ghost, i was expecting a lived happily everafter story. any ways leaving that aside Happy Belated Valentines Day to you all

so i got my haircut atlast after like 5 months and i just couldnt stop smiling everytime i look into the mirror, i look like a total someone else, but i like long hair more. i hope hair grows faster.. the bad point in having longer hair is theres too much hair fall in it.

Also im very much hating this unlimited internet package. earlier i used to hae a limited download package and i could just download like 1 movie a month (hate that) and it was fast, but as i know the unlimited download package is more slower i didnt disconnect the internet for the past 6 days and it was really fast. but for some damn reason internet connection got stopped today and i had to disconnect it and not it is so slow that i SO VERY TOTALLY HATE IT.

anyways i got 81 movies these last 5-6 days but havent even seen half of it, my friends have seen more of them than i have, lolx.

am off for now bye and Love You All

UMMMAHX

7 Movies In One Day

2009-02-10T06:42:00.000-08:00

Hi guys;

today i m in a really movie mood. i have watched 5 movies, am watching one right now and intend to watch one more later tonight.

i watched

Madagascar 2 = best animated movie i have seen i tell you. it was just greato

Highschool Musical 1 and 3 = i had seen 2 already before. HSM1 was great but 3 i didnt like it that much

A walk to remember = greta movie but still it lacked certain things

Grudge 1 = ok i thought it would be really scary and watched it early this morning, but it was not to the expectation, it was not that scary or scary at all

Now am watching Grudge 2, i hope its scarier

and just in case it really spooks me ill watch something before sleeping, most probably twillight, heard its a great movie i hope it is tooo.

sooo tell me of some good movies so i can watch them

loves n kisses to all BYE

2009-02-09T06:56:00.000-08:00

you might be wondering why i have been acting like a maniac these few days, there are reason things were not going the way i wanted. now im better , i will some day 2-3 years later will tell you wat was wrong, i can tell you one reason even now and it is my results, i kept my expecctations really high and worked really hard but it didnt go very well. i today send the forms filled for the results to be rechecked. i sure hope atleast one of those Bs turn into a A. and if that happen i will fast for 15 consecutive days from dawn to dusk as to thank god. BTW i got A star in English and Math,thank god , i did not expect the A star in english but i sure am glad i got it. and as Math is my fav subject i was really delighted about it. i was going to cook something today but i was a little too occupied with the sudden change in everything, i got an unlimited connection package and am downloading tons of movie to keep me occupied. so i hope to cook something tomoro, if i do i will post the recepie and some pics.

THANX EVERYONE FOR ALL YOUR LOVE

2009-02-08T22:19:00.000-08:00

HI GUYS, IM NO MORE DEAD, LIFES TURNED HAPPIER ONCE AGAIN AND IM LOVING IT.

soooo i will hopefully post something or maybe one of my recepies 2moro,

BYE BLOGGER WORLD. I MISSED YOU A DAMN LOT

2009-02-02T06:07:00.000-08:00

600 blog views yepeeeeeeeee!

but lately i have been giving a thought to stop blogging or atleast stop for some while.

2009-01-29T08:12:00.000-08:00

FISH AND CHIPS FOR DINNER

I LOVE YOU MOM

i can see a full stop on my life!!!

2009-01-29T07:40:00.000-08:00

i just donno wat to do, im going nutx, im going craxy the world seems to be emding for me and over all that a heavy head and a god knows wat happened respiration. im very much starting to hate a lot of things happening in my life. i walked for exactly 20 min walkiing across my room i donno thinking wat, im sure partially nutx already and also today i tore a Banana in pygama stupped toy i had when i was young. theres a lot of things inside me which i want to get out, its just trying to get out and im trying to keep it in, and when it comes out im sure gonna see the full stop. been caught up inside here was my own mistake no one asked me to be locked in here for all there months. i just want to get to somewhere noone knows me and live there with the strangers. i know this post is not making anysense . this is just a way of me letting off all my anger out, anger fear sadness which have filled my heart all these 2-3 years of my life. i thikn i need a shrink now but then OH MIGHTY GOD UP THERE where can i get one, just say 'let it be' and once again fill my life with happiness, i wished just onething from u, i prayed to you continuously for 28 months asking for the same thing but oh you didnt give that to me, i didnt say a think because what all you do you do for the good of you servants, god if u dont grant me with atleast a little bit of happiness it wont be long before its time for me to come to you/

and plx everyne dont ask me any more questions about it cause i dont wana talk much bout everything and dont get worried either i am perfectly alright just a little getting too over

2009-01-29T05:59:00.001-08:00

THESE COUNTLESS EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS GOING THROUGH ME EVERYDAY EVERY MOMENT WILL ONEDAY MAKE ME GO CRAZY!!

2009-01-27T07:22:00.001-08:00

distance makes the heart grow fonder

i sure hope that works

2009-01-27T07:12:00.000-08:00

I HATE A LOT OF THINGS IN MY LIFE

2009-01-25T01:41:00.000-08:00

NEVER EAT TOO MANY MINT SWEETS AT THE SAME TIME!!! IT MAKES THE HEAD AND THROAT ACHE AND YOUR NOSE STARTS RUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hulhudhoo

2009-01-23T02:50:00.000-08:00

2009-01-22T02:58:00.000-08:00

IM SURE BAD LUCK HAVE A CRUSH ON ME!!

2009-01-21T06:55:00.000-08:00

LIFES AGAIN IN A MESS

IT REALLY HURTS TO KNOW THINGS WHICH OTHER DONT KNOW. I WISH I COULD TELL IT.

HOPE LIFE BECOMES BETTER AGAIN

half my results are out, ill let you know about it when all the results are out

LIFES DAMN BORING AGAIN WITH NOTHING TO DO EXCEPT SIT INSIDE THE 4 WALLS OF MY ROOM

i gave tution to a distant relative today, hes just 10years old, and is sure gonna drive me nuts if i keep of giving him tution for long

IWANT.........................................................

2009-01-14T00:11:00.000-08:00

"I could have annihilated all the jews, but i left some of them so the world would know why i killed them"

Adolf Hitler

''someone should move out all the sane ppl out of israel, and THEN I HOPE AN ASTEROID HITS IT, AN EARTHQUAKE SHAKE IT, GETS FLOODED,GETS STRUCK BY LIGHTING A MILLION TIMES, GETS NUKED A BILLION TIMES, AND HOPE ALL THE ZIONISTS ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DISASTERS''

Řeeko David Jason Řushdhaan

As a word speaks a thousand words i took a few pics from face book for you.

Plain White Ts - Hey There Delilah

2009-01-10T02:00:00.000-08:00

i have so very fallen in love with this song. Hope you like it too

a slice of 20SB and a pinch of everything

2009-01-10T00:49:00.000-08:00

last night while i was laying on my beds these hundreds of thought roamed around my mind, so i at once took a pencil ( i prefer pencils over pens) and a paper and kept it right next to my pillow and when ever anything came into my mind i noted it down. so this post is about a bit of all those things.

+these days Twenty Something Blogger is on every blogger's blog. so i thought i should just have a look of it. so after a while i thought i should sign up too , the fact that am not 20 yet was not at all there in my mind. after signed up it was supposed to be approved by the admin of it. so not thinking about that anymore i slept and next day i woke up and checked my Gmail inbox (for the very first time in my life) and there was this message. ''Congratulations! Your Twenty Something Blogger's membership has been approved."

i was a little bit shocked to see it as i was not 20 and still they approved me, so without giving it another thought i clicked the link on it and wola "Sorry, Now, you can not access Twenty Something Bloggers as you have been banned."

i got a little emm err ( what do u call that feeling ) ok whatever i felt a little like that and i send a message to the admin. and the admin turned out to be a really sweet person. she at once mailed me back apologizing for the confusion and told she "accidentally hit accept instead of decline." then i mailed her back telling i am eagerly waiting for my 20Th bday to come so that i can join 20SB and she replied as'' We'd love to have you then. Again, many apologies.'' now that's one sweet admin, i know many others who wouldn't have had replied if i mailed another msg. btw i did do some google about her email address and it turns out shes gotta sweet blog Speak On It

ok that was the end of it, btw i was wondering in 20SB when the person exceed 20 i mean like wen the person becomes 30 year old do they throw them out of there lolx. i sure am gonna ask that lady about it. lolx. and i hope i get a reply this time too.

+now leaving that aside, one other thing i noted was about my sleep. wen my uncles family was here we used to keep awake the entire nite , i think this is the reason for my sleeplessness lately. everynite ill go to bed at 12 30 am or so but i wont feel asleep until 2 30 am or so. and this has been driving me nutx lately. even after laying on the bed for looong and dreaming sleepy thing i would feel as if i just woke up and wont feel a liddle bit sleepy.

+ lately this long hair is driving me craxy, it looks good and feels good and all but still its really difficult to look after. not its reaching to the tip of my nose. the main prob is washing the hair, i am reely afraid to wash my hair now, when im over washing half the hair will be gone off the head (thats one thing i really really hate). i no longer use comb because that too takes half a dozen hairs and using gel is a fear which i have to go through everyday and nite, once hair is gelled and complete my hands will be covered with hairs sticking.and its damn difficult to keep all the straight hairs on my head in a nice good position. one other difficult is they love to poke my eyes. really it hurts and annoyes me a lot. and once a while mom and dad will be commenting about my hair and that one of those ''i dont like'' thingies. i think i shorten my hair a little but the problem is theres only one barber in this island and hes from Bangladesh! you see hes a Bangladeshi and i HATE them. im not racist or anything. i just couldn't tolerate them , they are very noisy and unclean. and most importantly i hate them because for every 4 Maldivians there is a Bangladeshi, they are like trying to occupy our lovely nation. so hair trimming plans on a halt until now. and they are really foolish too, once when i was sick me and mom waiting for a medical test went into a nearby restaurant, after eating mom asked for a mineral water bottle, she clealry 3 times said not to bring a cold one, bring a unrefrigerated bottle, but after 5 minutes he brings a cold water bottle, i felt like hiting on his head with it (but luckily didnt do that). and one other time i told the bangla barber not to shorten my hair but rather cut just a little, after a few mins when i checked my hair was almost totally gone. ( and thats the worst a person can do to me)

+ yesterday i baked lovely cup cakes, it was a pure my recipe and i called it '' apple flavoured butter cakes with jelly". i added finely crushed apples into it to give it the natural apple flavour, and added a lot of small different coloured jelly into it. they gave a wide variety of tastes and gave lovely mixture of colour to it too. the cakes were perfecto and i ate 6 right after i took them out of the oven , they took a lot of time bake as the jelly contains a lot of liquid and i forgot to dust them. anyways the cakes were lovely. when i make my dream cooking blog i sure am gonna post about the '' apple flavoured butter cakes with jelly" too.

+school is starting tomorrow, but not to us. we are on a 7 month break ! yepeeeee!. i wish i could still go to school and have fun with my friends and of course study a little too. lolx. our 'so called class gang' is planning to go to school tomorow evening to meet the teachers and enjoy a little.

+ i recently met a long lost relative cum friend on facebook. shes the age of my elder sister i think. and i remember her reading stories to me when i was small. i remember this story in which a person eats a seed and a tree grows from her head, i still remmeber that large pics in that book too. thats my only solid memory from those days. btw she used to be out next door neighbour too, her granny still lives here. but she loong ago settled in the capital. i was shocked to see she still remmeber me and im so very gonna see her as soon as i go to the capital. and i also take the credit for giving her my sis number last nite, i hope their friend reunion go well.

+tomoro a looong time friend of mine is coming to this island after a looong time. btw i had even earlier wrote a little about her . me , her and a common friend are planning to have the fun of our life during this time. hope it all goes great.

i think i have wrote a lot, so bye, thanx and love you all

sorry for this

2009-01-07T10:11:00.000-08:00

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Faen ta Israel
Fanden tage Israel
Israel Waghaya
Nik Israel
israel ngentot
Fjandinn hafi Ísrael
Du ma Israel con cac
Kose Khare Israel
israelre chuida de

sorry for all those rude words. but i couldnt control my self after seeing all those dead.

2009-01-07T08:31:00.000-08:00

this is one whole days work , its almost 5 feet tall. i painted it using a stencil i made. if u want one made on your wall tell me, hehe. the most difficult part was to stick the heavy, stilly thin 6ft by 4ft sheet on the wall, that took half they day. the rest was good. Dont you think it needs so fiery fire coming through the mouth.

sorry for the boring post. have many things to write but havent got the heart to write a loong looong post.

(you must know that im a book addict by looking at the doxen books on the bed. hehe)

TAGGED BY ARYN

2009-01-04T00:11:00.000-08:00

1. If your lover betrayed you what would your reaction be?

if i love her alot then i would be reely sad and not talk to anyone for a day or two but get ok after few days,

2. If you could have one dream come true which one would it be?
the day i complete PhD. ( a dream i want to bring to reality)

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
maybe the ppl who talk bad about me at my back

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
start my own business and save , and wen i get multi billion dollar then donate some

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
chances are less. ( i like to differenciate between lovers n friends)

6. Which is more blessed: loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved.

7. How long would you wait for someone you love?
as long as i live.

8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?
wait till shes single, that is if i reely love her, otherwise forget her and get along with life

9. If you could root for one social cause which one would it be?
spreading the reality about true islam

10. What takes you down the fastest?
been left alone, not like staying alone, but rather when we all are together me not geting any attention.

11. I loathe most in people?
racism and discrimination.

12. What's your fear?
being left alone, n failing from an exam

13. What kind of person(s) do you think the person who tagged you is/are?
a great girl whose very similiar to me

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
depends on some other factors too, as long as am happy im ok, money doesnt mean a lot to me.

15. What is the first thing you do when you wake up?
open my eyes, lolx. then go infront of the mirror.

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously who would you pick?
chances are less but if this happens ill go for the girl who loves me more.

17. Would you give all in a relationship?
yeah i will.

18. What's eating you now?
my olevel exam results.

19. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?
being single

20. Tag 6 people...

1.ЯΣЅУ GЯℓ http://momentstobeshared.blogspot.com/
2.♥ŁīĽ ΒāяbĬē♥ http://lifeoflilbarb.blogspot.com/
3 n 4.Chisse and §ÏMþĽ¥ þ€ЯŦΞČT http://lifeofchisse.blogspot.com/
5. MOHAMED NISHAH http://lifeofnishah.blogspot.com/
6. who ever wants to do this tag!!

2009-01-02T23:55:00.000-08:00

(actually there should be 5 boys and 7 girls, our friend ciricle lolx)

hi everyone

yesterday uncle and a dozen or so people left the island, the neighbourhood is totally empty now, only me mom and dad. heheh in one way its not that bad. yesterday after they went me and a dozen friends went for dinner out. we all paid for the bill. some ate fish and chips (including me) and others fried rice. It was actually to celebrate new year and it was exactly 1 month since we all last met on dec 3, also a friend who went abroad came back on new years eve. so meeting everyone after a month was great, funny and i loved it. after dinner we went to a ex class mates house who just gave birth to a baby boy out of wed lock(which is illegal in Maldives). shes just 18 and couple year older than me. first she was reluctant to come out of the room out of shame , when we told it was us she came out. been inside the home for 9 months have made her really beautiful, shes taller now, and thin, and very fair and got no pimples on the face. the baby was the cutest kid i saw , he was a fair and chubby and i felt like taking him in my arms, but unlucky he was sleeping. i was also very happy to see that she was very happy that we came to see her. we must have been the first to see and the baby. ( we werent good friends, but she was a classmate of us last year, 2008).

(may god bless the kid and her family)

2009-01-01T01:11:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009

2008-12-29T00:12:00.000-08:00

sorry guys n gals i have been absent for a looooong looooong time

i have many things to tell you so ill tell everything as briefly as possible

- all those relatives who came to the island left on 13th dec. it was a short 1 week vacation but still a great and funny one

- on the very next Friday 20Th Dec an uncle on mine, his wife and daughter came to the island. they maybe less but still its great. i also found some great new friends, saallu, saadhu and saafy.

- we go for fishing many times now, and most of the times we are lucky to catch some and sometimes none at all

- I'm turning into a cat, lolx, now we keep awake the entire nite and sleep during the day. its funny riding bikes, cooking late at nite, and goings for dinner out and late. lolx

-saafy left few days ago with her chatterbox daughter, saddu will be leaving tomorrow making our group smaller, but we sure are gonna enjoy as much as before

- i have been away from comp for so long that i thought ill get a heart attack or something lolx. i love my comp because all my friends live in it.

- last friday we cleaned the entire house and i found lots of treasures (not gold n gems) i found some ancient book, years old letters, and 2 letters mom send to my eldest bro when he was in the capital to study!!. also we went through the things of a deceased aunt. she was my favourite, i miss her a lot. she was a teacher so all her things were interesting to go through. also there was a box full of her clothes. and also we went through the things of a deceased cousins things, she was the same age as mine but dies during her infancy, all her belonging were there, toys, clothes, shoes and even her pillows and diapers.

- yesterday was dads bday, so we had a small party, it was funny and enjoyable, it was also to celebrate mom and dads 25th wedding anniversary . so happy bday DAD! and happy anniversary dada and mamma

i think that's enough for one day, so bye for now,

2008-12-17T08:54:00.000-08:00

hi guys n gals,

i just came up the idea of making another blog where i can write about cooking, as u all know i lurve cooking so do u think its a good idea, and can you recommend me some good names for the blog.

2008-12-13T05:40:00.000-08:00

hi everyone,

i know its been a long time and all but i have been both very lazy and buxy lately. all the relatives who came have left this friday, homes again gone quite, and lives changed, i no longer feel like blogging or chatting. but really these 7 days were the best 7 days in my life (until now, atleast). today i slept for 13 hours (really after sleeping for 6-8 hours for 7 days i needed some sleep) . hehe. ill post again something tonight, and surely post some pics as soon as i get the pics. bye for now. im gonna cook some chicked n mushroom soup tonight for a difference (and so as to not disturb mom , lols, ) so bye.

(ok ok i know im going really boring , what to do , having nothing to do makes a person both boring and lazt, maybe starting tomoro i will start painting. )

2008-12-05T10:19:00.000-08:00

am back again.

its 11 19 and i just had my dinner, it was roasted chicken, rice (yeesh) , salad and fish soup. it was not that bad but still it lacked a lot of tastes.so to tell you about all the people here, all my sibling except one and all of moms siblings except one are here. so the house went from 3 ppl ( me, mom and dad) to 16( me , mom, dad, my eldest bro nish , his wife shehe, their son yaanko, my sis nada, my younger sis ninny, my aunt, his son moad, my cousin shama, my moms bro, his wife, their kids jixoo, n jood and then fiancee of a distant uncle shiu). todays gone well (atleast i think) but theres a lot of things i have been trying to get used to specially the sound of babies crying ( i dont remember the last time i lived with a baby). soooooo i think theres a conver going outside , i dont wanna miss anyuthing so am off bye.

lots of love

i ll post again maybe tomoro morning about everythign which happened today.

bye

2008-12-05T00:44:00.000-08:00

hi world,

sorry for not posting anythign lately, i have been reely lazy soo sorry. the reason for this post is today all my moms siblings except one and my siblings except one are here, i wish everyone was here, ill keep you updated of everything which happens

bye for now

Poem - nominated by UN as the best poem of 2006

2008-11-22T22:10:00.000-08:00

This poem was nominated by the UN as the best poem of 2006Written by an African KidWhen I born, I black

When I born, I black

When I grow up, I black

When I go in Sun, I black

When I scared, I black

When I sick, I black

And when I die, I still black

And you white fellow

When you born, you pink

When you grow up, you white

When you go in sun, you red

When you cold, you blue

When you scared, you yellow

When you sick, you green

And when you die, you gray

And you calling me coloured?

NOTE: IF YOU ARE WHITE, PLEASE TAKE IT EASY, IF YOU ARE BLACK , PROUD BE BLACK

2008-11-21T08:43:00.000-08:00

hi people (and any animals if it read my blog)

im hungry lazy and bored all at the same time. hungry cause its 9 47 and dinner havent been served yet ( i hate when that happens, and theres no way am gonna eat rice). lately as i havent been posting anything much i just note down anything special which come to my mind. so as u can expect this blog is gonna be reely very very messy with this and that.

i was actually gonna write this post yesterday but as i was watching a movie i couldnt find the time. i watched taarey zameen par aka star on earth. (yeah yeah i know i should have watched it looooooong long ago, but what to do). the movie was great but for some reason i didnt shed a single tear ( i cry very easily watching movies). and thanx to Amir for the lovely movie.

as you all know (atleast i hope) schools over but BUT we havent yet got our leaving certificates . and am hating that cause i rely want to be officially out of the school. not that i hate the school or anything. its that i dont trust the school office staffs that much. i fear they may change and write my report as they want ( as teachers are out it will be as easy as saying hmm) and also i fear i may loose some of my very valuable report cards and certificates which are with them. hope i get everything soon and safely.

something funny (but not that funny) happened yesterday. as usual i had made my phone to alarm at 9 30 and it did. i woke up too, then i hear that there were some guests in the house. as i was not looking like i came out of stone age i made up my mind not go to out and get a little more sleep ( yeah yeah i m reely reely lazy) . i closed my eyes and laid on my bed for around 15 mins until i was sure they have left. they i got out of bed and looked at the clock on the world , and , and, and, my toungue hung out, my eyes became as big as tennis balls (ok ok it was not this worse but still anyways ) i sat schocked. the clock showed that it was 11 35 i was like schoked to death. as i woke up at 9 30 and laid on bed for around 15 mins how did time run sooooooooo fastly. i sat for aroung 5mins and took my fone from under the pillow (ok dont laugh!! ) and check the time and it showed it was only 9 45 i felt sooo happy. i mean atleast i knew i was in this world lolx. later on i found that the clock has been stuck since the nite before. hehe. i felt so relieved hehe

heres some happy news. i learnt how to ride motorcycle (yepeeeeeee) i always wanted to learn but never even tried. but day before yesterday i sat on my friends cycle and just tried and it worked out and i knew it lolx. but still i do feel difficult to turn in the tiny roads in the maldives hehe. so its a new thing up my sleeve and god willing am gonna become perfect in it lolx.

ok it seems forewarding messages is more bad than good. im not just telling it i experience that in less than 1 hour before. i got this mesage telling me to foreward it to 15 people and as it talked about religion and god i couldnt just leave it like that so i forewarded it to 15 people and wola it turns out to be more bad news that good new. the bad news was rice is for dinner (YUCK!!!) and am waiting till mom makes something else. and its not only me, a friend of mine who did the same broke up with his girlfriend in less than 30 mins. now thats reely bad. ok so all of you DO NOT FOREWARD TO ME ANY MESSAGES! PLX!!

and it seems there are more bad news than good news. heres another bad news. i havent chat during nite for the past 2 nites and tonight when i started chating there seems to be only problems .first i encounter a reely bad scenario when i made agroup chat ( no details) and then the foreward msg thing happens. and GOD WHY ME my computer is getting stuck like anything. the comp before started having problems so i bought ( practically my dad bouth it) this new comp less than a week ago and now this is far worse than the one before, it laod fast but the taskbar seems to be stuck half the time and msn is almost imposible.

i think i should end for now. byes . loves

before ending here something which came up to my mind when i was watching the movie last nite " when a person who gets nothing gets something he gets everything" ok its practically not true but still very true

(these are some notes i made about what to post over the past few days, ok not some its rather many. u can read it if you can view it and i didnt post everything in it)

2008-11-17T03:17:00.000-08:00

lately i have been too lazy to write naything. the graduation party went well, but as i expected there were some minor problems. the food was late, the spending went far beyond the budget, and a lot more lolx. leaving that apart alls well. exam ended today and i have a zillion plans for the holiday. after almost 2 months of continuous exam i felt so happy as the bell rang today. i felt like a free man, i felt like coming out of a sweet but uneasy difficult prison after many days. as my friends are as lazy as i am (or a lot more lazier than i am think) the plans will be always getting postponed. lolx. i dont even yet have the least bit idea when i am going to leave this island and go to Male' the capital of Maldives. i have all my siblings there so it feels boring to be the only one in the island, but its not that bad as i get to have mom and dad all for myself. lolx. am going now. byex. lovex.

2008-11-09T06:53:00.000-08:00

hi guys........

its lovely to write again after damn long days. its been very interesting day lately with all exam mania. maybe i told you earlier i love Math and i have been working damn hard for the subject lately. tomorows math exam and i cant wait for it. wish me the best of luck guys.

Also i should mention yesterday we had our graduation ceremony it went on well and the interesting part was noone shed a single tear( everyone was earlier talking about crying after the function) . so as to cry the students from our class are palnning a surprise party for the teachers 9 as its a surprise i cant tell you anything ) i will tell you how the party went .

one other good news is that i have passed the 300 view. although my profile says i have been blogging since july 08. i started this blog friday, 10 october 2008. so having 300 views in 29 days is not so bad specially for a person whose got no blogger friends.

and the happiest news during these days was that i got 8 As. its not new i have been getting all As since i was a kid. but this time it was special because i was the only one to get all 8 As ( we do only 8 subs). also i topped the school .

hey got to go to revise a little more math. bye

2008-10-31T22:10:00.000-07:00

here's a very sad love story i read on the Internet hope you like it

"my love story is very confusing but here it is. i loved this gal for 5 years but din have the guts to tell her my feeling i feared we may lose our friendship if she says no( we have been friends since we were born) and then when i got the guts and went to her i got the news she already has a boyfriend my heart broke into pieces. then i told my best friend this and he secretly told my lover this( i wished i could kill my best friend) she was very blushed since then our great friendship went sour for sometime and again later became OK. i thought of staying single for the rest of my life cause i loved her very dearly.but 2 years later i got a girlfriend(another gal) we were new to each other actually i didn't love her but she loved me, it was a one sided love story and few days later i found out that my lover is single she broke up with her bf and quickly i thought of breaking my relationship but could hurt that gal about i week later i made up all these stories and broke up with her to find out that my lover have got a new bf. gosh my heart was broke. i lose my lover and lost the gal who loved me. i didn't have the heart to rejoin with my ex gf or get a new girlfriend. another year later while we were chatting this topic came up and she told me she loves me but couldn't break the heart of her bf and all and that she didn't love him. i was happy to know that's atleast she had feelings for i didn't force her to break up or anything. next day i told my best friends what she told. and the story got spread like wild fire. everyone knew it before noon ( shame on me why did i tell it to my best friend) and then my lover told everyone that she told it to me to keep up my heart. i was completely broken my 7 years of love gone to waste."

here are two thing i would like to tell the guy

1- it is not love but infatuations

2- never never trust your best friend

Here's another love story as a reply to the first one above

"I've been best friends with a guy for 5 years (from 2nd grade to 6th grade) and when we both got into different high schools we never heard from each other since...until he emailed me in junior year telling me he's moving away to Chicago. So I decided to give him a present before he left but too late. He went to a goodbye party so I left his present with his older sister. I didn't fell in love with him yet.

All throughout high school I tried to forget about him and trust me, there isn't a day that comes where I don't think about him.

Right now I'm a freshman in college and last August he told me he came back and when he did, it was the first time we saw each other since 6th grade. Let me tell you, he changed! he was completely obese before but now he gotten thinner and he had an American accent (I'm from the Philippines) and the thing was...when he came back he changed. Not just physically but also his personality. I was heartbroken and I didn't know why...it was then that I realized that I have loved him and never knew it! I always thought that I loved him as a brother and the signs were always there except that I always push those thoughts away...right now he returned to Chicago and I'm here...completely heartbroken.

Let me tell you this though, at least we've loved once right? even if we both gotten hurt...I guess the best thing to hold on to is the good memories and try to live without regrets...who knows? it might make us happier in the end.

I hope you'll find someone special very soon. :D"

Hope you like them.

Some Exam Help

2008-10-29T08:59:00.000-07:00

its been dan long since i last posted anything on the blog . days have been long and boring yet very buxy, exams are going so couldnt find much free time. all the exams have gone super easy and great but one thing i found out in my life is whgen the exam is easy i will score less but when the exam is supertough i will score great marks, but unlucky me all the exams upto now has been too easy that i expect the marking would go low too. nonetheless im expecting great results this time . my main aim is for maths in which i want to score minimum 95 and make a school record. am expecting all pass marks god willing.

i did like to give some my rules for a good exam day

wake up atleast 3 hours before exam and study . after 1.5 hours take a nap for 15 minuted then get ready for the exam in the 45 mins left. have a good breakfast with something like tea cereal toast and dont forget a banana or tow they can help you a lot. dont turn the TV or radio on during this 3 hours. after the exam dont check the books to see if you are right and dont chat with friends about it much and try to get over the paper. about 5-6 hours after the paper then check but dont just get over everything together and try to keep yourself away from fear it is always good to have a nap after and before checking the answers. thats maily how i follow during exam time and i eat lots and lots of banana during these days . also i try to avoid books of the test on the next day as this would cause fear which could be very bads for the exam.

in my view there is no need to learn anything during the exam days just revising it and scanning through the book will be enough. as for me when the teachers teaches i take up everything i nto my mind so i dont need to read much

so hope this was helpful.

2008-10-24T08:30:00.000-07:00

today i got this forward mail by a group called MADD (Mothers Against Drunk Drivers). it touched my heart so badly that i thought i should post it on my blog
here it is

"MOM

Went to a party Mom
(read all the way to the bottom and sign your name)

I went to a party,
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom,
so I had a sprite instead.

I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
that I didn't drink and drive,
though ugh some friends said I should.

I made a healthy choice,
And your advice to me was rig ht.
The party finally ended,
and the kids drove out of sight.

I got into my car,
Sure to get home in one piece.
I never knew what was coming, Mom,
something I expected least.

Now I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
the kid that caused this wreck was drunk,
Mom, his voice seems far away.

My own blood's all around me,
As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
this girl i s going to die.

I'm sure the guy had no idea,
While he was flying high.
Because he chose to drink and drive,
now I would have to die.

So why do people do it, Mom
Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
like a hundred stabbing knives.

Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom
Tell daddy to be brave.
And when I go to heaven,
put ' Mommy's Boy' on my grave.

Someone should have taught him,
That it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his parents had,
I'd s till be alive.

My breath is getting shorter,
Mom I'm getting really scared
These are my final moments,
and I'm so unprepared.

I wish that you could hold me Mom,
As I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say, 'I love you,Mom!'
So I love you and good-bye.

M ADD (Mothers Against Drunk Drivers) IS HOPING TO GET 5,000"

when it reached me there were 2443 peoples name of the list below the mail to contribute myself i too wrote my name and forwarded it to all the friends whom i know will do the same

My Favourite Movies

2008-10-23T03:26:00.000-07:00

the award for my favourite movie goes to two very different but still related movies. one is a Hollywood movie called 27 Dresses while the other is a Bollywood produces english movie called Mitr, My Friend. Now the problem about it is being a guy its very hard for me to admit that my favourite movies are women based movies i mean 27 dressses all revoles aroung a jesus-type-gal who never does anything for herself but only for other, it talks about a love triangle and how she finds her real love. the second movie Mitr, My Friend talks about a indian women married to a US based indian. it takes palce entirely abroad and talks about how hard it to be a loving mother and wife in this changing world. i donno why but these two movies are allways inside my heart ,they both mean a lot to me, i have seen 27 dresses almost 20 times while i have seen Mitr, My Friend over 5 times. so do you think its wrong for a guy to like gals movies.

Reunion, Hair, Biology

2008-10-23T03:08:00.000-07:00

Let me start with the happiest news first after damn long 2 years i heard the voice of my very loving biology teacher yesterday. she was and is my favourite teachers still, day before yesterday while i was going through my books i found out a piece of paper with her name adress(indian residance) and telephone number written, immediately i took my phone and called her but no reply then i remembered shes still in this country but in another place ( im from maldives). then yesterday while doing the past papers a question came up with a fruit called Sultana now the great coincidence is sultana is also the name of the teacher. i went through the phonebooks of all my friends and luckily one of them had it (lucky me) i immediately called her and was so damn happy to speak to her after this sooo many days. I miss you Sultana Miss.

Now Now my hair is growing very long i mean i love it but my mom is the think of what others will say type mom, atleast 10 times each day she will tell me to cut it short and 10 times each day i will loose my temper (i know its not good) but theres only onething i love about myself and that is my hair. i want to do it something like this

so did u like it i mean i love this hairstyle for god know how many years but the school has got i donno who created foolish rules. i think there should be freedom for each kid to keep his or her as she or he likes. so if you see my hair like that in 2 months dont be surprised.

talking about todays exam it was biology alternative to practical. it was the tiniest paper i have ever done i mean there was only like 3 questions i finished the entire exam in 15 mins and double checked the paper in that time too lolx. so after a very hard chem paper all the papers are turing out to be easy. i have got to shorten this as its already 3 25 and i have got to go to school at 4

Happiness does follow sorrow

2008-10-22T04:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i was almost depressed to death and then today im blooming with happiness. the english exam was damn easy and i did close to perfect. people do say that the world is ever changing its so very true see my last post i was almost like crying and look at this post i feel like i would donate everything i own out of happiness. so then thats i all i had to write got to go to school for extra class, tomorrow it is Biology Alternative to Practical. i hope it goes well too.

ummahx

love you all

bye for now

sadness does follow every happiness

2008-10-21T00:15:00.000-07:00

i was not going to post this but again i thought i should

today it was chemistry alternative to practical. i had done all the pastpapers of the last 10 years and it turns out was they changed the entire paper. damn it!!!!. earlier when they change the concept and all they would inform about it but this time there was no warning before hand and it was doing something i couldnt even read. my entire heart broke i used to score very high in that paper but god knows what im gonna get this time. but hopefully i will do my best in theory and MCQ paper. OK im totally heartbroken sad ruined disappointed and depressed but its not my fault it was the mistake of CIE that they changed the concept without telling. all the things which were there for the past 10 years were absent and all new things were there. the identification of apparatus was absent (its been there for like ever) the titration was totally and compltely different but i hope my formulas and things i created at that point were all correct. i think i have hurt a lot of people but ruining the paper atleast i know i was not only the one with the problem as everyone quit the hall there was onething on thier mouths "was it the correct paper we did?". sorry to all those people upto whose expectations i couldnt live up to. but inshaallah i will give my best shot ill give up my blood and sweat but i will do great in all the subjects and bring minimum 6 As and make you all proud

Enya - Only Time

2008-10-21T00:07:00.001-07:00

this is the best song my ears have heard