im getting f*cking mad in this good for nothing place where there is nothing to do and many people will be happy to know this. i hate this frigging place and life, theres not a f*cking thing to do, i m going nutx,  im the person who dont eat peanutx just because i have to chew it a lot of time, and now theres not a damn thing to do. and moments ago i smashed the headphone set but i have mended it back with some tape. i so very efel like smashing all the glasses in the house and a lot more things too.  everyone pray that i get my sanity back, and DO NOT leave a comment on this post

hi,

i know i tld i will write about the earth hour yesterday, but i have not being my happy self these few times, im going craxy again theres not a thign to do, im soo damn bored. 

bye

Earth Hour 2009

the power was cut from the entire house and we lived only by a single candle which lit the entire house . will write the details tomoro.

I TURNED THE LIGHTS OFF, DID YOU??

hi everyone

am back from one of the best 28 hours of my life ( that is of course until now). we left on 26Th at 2 30 pm, the boat ride was around 3 hours long. we went on the biggest fishing boat in the island, don't get all ewwwy, here fishing boats are all whitewashed and have its own distinctions, the family owning the boat had a wedding going on in fuvammulah so everyone went for the wedding as well as to see the island. going to other atoll on these boats is sort of like a mini occasion and large groups of people go making a great atmosphere around.

leaving hulhudhoo

leaving the atoll behind

nothing but the deep blue sea all around....

.... except a launch which passed by

the trip was really calm , the seas were calm, the sky was sunny and all around blue. it was rather hot but the wind blowing as the boat moved made it less hotter.

the very first glimpse of the entire island. it is just above the water less than 5 feet so you can barely see the island in this small pic,but if you look really hard you can see a small evelation, the island at the center

after around 3 hours the island started appearing, and every ones faces started glowing.. hehe

.. but the island was a lil too big to appear on a single photograph

here you can see the harbour, the entry way into the island

as we entered the harbour of fuvammulah

it was a very clear and beautiful lagoon
there were lots of people and kids swimming when we arrived

after we arrived we went to a friends place, by we i mean mom, me , and family friend Mr n Mrs Saeedh. the house we went was in malegan district, there are 8 in total and i have no idea what the others are called. our host was a good friend of both saeed and my dad, he was from a group who came for some work at the nearby resort and since then have been friends with us, he is also really good with computer mechanics and helped me when i had difficulties in the comp. his mom was really talkative so everyone enjoyed her company and got to know a lot. the host friend is also a good friend of both our familes, he is also the brother of a girl who stayed in my house during some school project conducted in our island. 

this it the view from outside the house we stayed

a person catching small reef fishes using a net

after we came and relaxed a little and had a long talk we all went for a coffee, there were 8 of us, we went on 4 motorcycles. we went to Real Breeze it was a noce two storey place. the second story was closed and we later found out that the party itself was gonna be hosted in the very same place. we talked and enjoyed ourselves. it was a good gathering all young and vibrant. i had a coke float (lolx) which i enjoyed after having eaten nothing the entire day. we left to get ready for the party, and then were again on the way abck to the same place, the party was good, the food was not that bad and the lighting was also okay. but the food ran out very quickly and i felt it was a little too mis-organized. after the party it took us 40 minutes to reach home lolx, we sort of lost the way but stillw reached the house on our own. after that we went to bed, saeedh and the others left for somplace. i got the entire bed and mom and mrs Saeedh slept on mattresses on the floor. it was a dbed and i was happy to have it all to myself lolx,but the room was rather hot and mom and mrs saeedh never stopped talking and i was awake the entire night. i slept for like 4 hours and got up at 6 and took a quick shower and left the room around 7 for morning tea. when shaggy (the hosts+both our family friend, and the bro of the gal who stayed in my place) he was our guide for the day we had only 3 hours as it was friday and we had to cut everything we were doing for the friday prayers. we left around 7 30am.   

boys playing football by the shore ( this is the best i can shoot on a fast moving motorcycle)

this pure crystal white beach is known as 'thundi' it is famous for its unusually round pebbles, it used to bed a large beach but now much of it has been eroded.

this is Gemmiskki, one of the well known monuments of the Islamic period. its a neat compound including a coral stone mosque, an ancient graveyard and a well. it is said to be the oldest mosque in Fuvammulah.
this is a place of bath 'veyo' in the ancient maldives, much of it is destroyed now but parts of the wall around and the stairs is still there.

the stairs as well as the entire place is entirely hard carved.

this is a 'ziyaarai' it is the tomb of a important person, in early times people used to offer valuables to the tomb in return for offerings from the supernatural powers, but now it is a banned practice.

this is another part of the thundi

on the ground are all perfectly round pure white pebbles.

it was breathtakingly beautiful i made sure i take a bottle of 'thundi veli' pebbles from the thundi home

this is  'haviththa' it is a buddist stupa, before maldives converted to islam the country was buddist , so after they converted most of the buddist places were destroyed including this stupa, the goverment doesnt take much care of this and there is a lot of trees growing on them and it does mostly look like a pile of dirt. there are three of these near each other. one is big and has still maintains much of its shape the other 2 are almost reduced to the ground, they were origially about 40 feets but the biggest one too is now less than half of that.  thiefs and even amature archaeologist stole much of the valuable and treasure inside the stupas, and it is said that still many gold and this remain inside.

shaggy

this is the talles havitta there now.there are large hand carved boulders visible under the rubble still.
this is the smallest havitta visible
water runway to stop flooding
this is the Dhiraagu ommunications antenna, it  is the tallest structure in the Maldives. its 400 feet long. This antenna also allows Dhiraagu to maintain one of the world's longest microwave links over water, measuring 65 KM
people coming after swimming in the deadly seas around the island. unlike other maldivian island the islands reef is totally submerged thus all around the island is deep ocean and there is a very strong current which can easily drag you to death

the trench like thing visible is called 'olheh' it was used earlier for small boats to take people to the island when there was no harbour, it is also a good point for catching reef fishes and a even better place to get sucked into the ocean and get killed.
dhiraagu tower visible from the beach

driving fast on the highway


fuvammulah harbour, it took more than 4 years to build it because of the dangerous seas, work had to be suspended often beacuse of the deadly current and waves
the way to the never ending oceans

there were loads of people around coming to see everyone off

last glimpses of fuvamullah

the island was oerfect except for the dust, it havent rained for half a year and the roads have turn very dusty and everything outside even plants have a layer of dust over them. the people were really warm and friendly, and every where er go we get gifts and are offered tea and if we decline they will force us to have it lolx, eating all those thinks and the vibration on the boat made my tummy upset but after i sat and relaxed it became okay. the part i hated the most was i took 2 cameras with me but both of them deceived me, when the most important times comes nothing would work, when we left i only got to take a single photo, one camera was fully dead the other had its zoom button broke taking full zoom, into 25 . so i couldnt take much great scenes like when a large group or birds followed us around, and also the group of dolphin ( around 15 and they were different sizex) which followed with us for sometimes, they were great and some jumeped right next to the boat close enough for people to even touh it. i so very wished i had the cam working then, there were so many of them jumping like manniacs and ........ ok leave that im getting too emo about it hopefully better times will come. i have spent almost 4 hours on this post and am dead tired now  so am going to watch a movie or something and relax bye

am i making a big mistake by going to this island, i mean it turns out shai is not gonna come. ill get bored to death, and as its a wedding there will be 10000s of old women talking non stop ill go craxy, god help me i donno what to do

hey guys. im going to fuahmulah today and will return tomoro. am going with mom , shes going their for a friends wedding or something ( am not so sure). but the reason im  going is that island is known for its great breathtaking natural beauty, and its archaeological sites, i like history so i intend to visit all of them.  sure would be very bored so am trying to take one of my girl buddies shai with me, i dont think she could come. ( personal probs, u know wat i mean right) i sure am gonna be dead bored with having noone to talk to. i hope this all goes well. pray for me guys. its a long sea travel ( the longest i have gone anyways)  and the island is also known for its deadly sea. btw telling more about the island its one of the biggest islands in maldives and have a large population. it is the only atoll in the maldives to have only one island, and there is not a single island around it in eye sight. will post about it tomoro as soon as i come back.

when i wrote it became normal i was so very wrong, last nite was the only night in my life when i kept awake because i couldnt fall asleep due to the large noise. i dont remember the exact time but i roughly remember seeing the clock at 4 30 am when lightning occured. you can feel that the thunderstorm was coming over the island slowly. when the second lightning ( after i woke up) i quickly started counting seconds, it was approximately 10 seconds, so it was like 2 miles away, and as minutes went it reduced to 5 and as it got on top of the island less than 2 seconds. you can feel it. when the thuner strikes the glasses shrieked i was afraid they may crack. i dont remember seeing such weather forecast last night so i quickly googled for addu atoll weather adn it was 'thurdersotrm' for the entire day. moments later dad woke up and came into my room and asked to unplug tv, computer mobile and everythings important, if lightening distrupts the electricity service all of them will go dead. ( there was rather a little chance of the ligtening reaching up to my room, because there are four breaker systems at the house atleast one of them will go on time and save it, but why take the chance) moments after dad left mom came she was expecting me to be rather afraid but as i was awake she left ( you might be wondering why they woke up so late, there room is like 50% sound proof so the rumbling thunder sounded rather less inside their room).  right after mom left a lightning, and the lights in the room glew and THUNDER, oh got it scared the hell out of me, it was right on top of you, you can feel it.  more than the thunder the glow of the lights in the room was scarying. i gave a little shriek sitting on my bed and jumped off and ran as quickly as light into my parents bedroom. knocked on the door and went in. their expression clearly said they were expecting me to come running any second. after i went into that room the thundering got lesser ( or i couldnt hear them) mom and dad were talking about if the rain water collection things and all were connected or not, and all of a sudden dad said fishermans had left for fishing too, this was rather a touchy new. maldives was build on the back of fisherman, its the oldest thing we have been doing, and when dad said this i prayed that they all be alright. the seas were expected to be not-at-all-calm. so nayways after i went into the room i put a mattress right next to parents bed and laied trying to sleep unsucessfully, it was still raining but no lightning or thunder then moments later you can hear thunder from the eash around 4 miles off. if you are wondering the island is only 1 mile in width so the landfall was for only for a few brief minutes. 

i would so love to be a storm chaser but then that would mean i would have to give up all my other dreams. so lets say storm chasing as a free time fun work. 

so irritating, it remained dark for 2 hours and when it was time for rain, not even 1cm of rain, damn, i was expecting something interesting and it turned out to be not-at-all-interesting. now that everything is back to normal i so very hate it

i think the drought will be over today but this is super scary, its noon but its sooo damn dark that it seems like a night. and theres this scary hideous thunger rumbling giving me almost heart attacks, i hope this gets over soon. and hope the electricity dont go ( it rarely goes but during a thunedr storm anything is possible). 

When Good Intentions Go Bad

i was chatting with my younger sis moments ago and although it went rather smoothly i may have put her in a little bit of trouble. firstly she has to go to bed soon and its not allowed for her to chat for loong hours, i wanted to chat with her for long but she wouldnt saying our elder sis wont like it her waiting up late chatting, so i send a sms to my sis asking permission for her to keep awake a lil longer so we could chat, she replied saying yes but only till 12. wen i told kiddo about this she was not that happy, she thought that sis must be thinking this is a kiddos plan to chat longer n all ( atleast i think she thought so).  so kiddo was not so impressed about me doing that, i tried to make up to that by offering her to do a project about fashion ( the chances of me not doing that is extremely high, so kiddo start making it youself) and then our aunt kept on telling her to come and have dinner as she havent had it, so when she went for the super duper late dinner i told her to send my love to aunt, but she said she says 'nooo way,m nt goin to'  and she told me to tell her myself, but i didnt have her number so i got the number from my sis and smsed my aunt sending her and her family loadx of love n care , and also i mentioned that kiddo was shy thats why i was personally writing the sms. now after kiddo retuned ( just seconds after i send the sms) i told her i send the sms, and she goes ''r u playnin on killin me''  , im sure she wont get killed or anything , i was not expecting such a massive response from her. then moments lates she write  GTG and goes. hope shes not too mad on me

my sweet little sis if i have hurt you in any way i am sorry. Heaps n Piles of love to you

guys post a banner or a badge about earth hour on you blogs to spread the word about it, time is running and we have to reach a target of 1 billion people.

i just cant figure out why i keep on making new email ids whether it be hotmail yahoo or even gmail. i ureently manage 3 hotmail accounts. one is for chatting and other random stuffs, i have had it for life 4 years or so now. the second one is used for things like facebook, myyearbook, youtube, etc etc i use this for chatting too as i have the same contact list on both. the third is used to recieve yahoo group mails and as a secret id to chat with people to find out things, lolx. there are 3 other live accounts which i use rarely for facebook.

 there are also 2 main yahoo accounts. one is used for chatting with my yahoo using friends, and the second is used for yahoo answers ( i got blocked from Y!A from the first accound after a stupid thing). there are other 3-4 yahoo accounts some which i remember and some i barely remmeber which i use for Y!A , facebook accounts and chatting.

 then comes 2 gmail accounts, one is used for this blog and the other for my other blog . 

There are 6 facebook accounts, of which only one is 'Nows' and the others a secret accounts which i use occasionally to coment on certain groups and photos. 

the proplem occurs with remembering all those unique email Ids and there passwords. as signing out and login with each account turned to be too time consuming and boring , i now use google chrome , Opera and Internet Explorer for the three hotmail accounts. this means i dont have to sign out and it remember the password of its respective emaill adress. but not having to type the passwords everyday makes me easily forget them leading to creation of other accounts. for yahoo i use chrome and opera. and for gmail too. btw this blog is written on chrome lolx. 

i m wondering now why i wrote this post, maybe because i got fedup of remembering and forgetting all those good for nothing passwords and accounts. 

anyways if i dont get to do anything in a few days i will go nutx, today i nearly went mad with boredom, internet is turning out to be boring now theres nothing new. and theres not a single person in the household to talk to , and all the tv programs suckx now

sorry for wasting you time for a pile of nothing

today i watched the entire BBC coverage of the princess Dianas death on youtube ( i very well know shes not princess Diana but rather Diana, Princess of Wales, but still........ she is indeed the princess of hearts)  i donno why i watched it , it was almost 390 mins (6.5 hrs) long but i patiently watched the entire thing with out shedding a single tear ( ok maybe a few but not that many) i very well remember although this far from UK there was a buzz going on even in this tiny island,i remember watching a animated video of what happened, and also talking in our class about Diana although none of us knew much about her or what had happened except the fact that shes a great lady who lives no more.

i wonder if Prince of Wales or the Queen herself  is gonna get such a funeral

have i told you lately that i love you. can you hear us Diana

am thinking of going on a volunteer job, something like a teacher or something maybe , i donno. im going nutx sitting around this room 24 hrs a day. really for like the last 3 months i have been doin nothing and sitting in this room. now i think its time to do something, sitting around doing nothing is making me 1 get angry soon 2 lazier 3 lose concentration often etc etc. and also it makes me destroy things.  sometimee back i tore my oldest soft toy to pieces, RIP Banana in pyjama. and today i burnt of 3 days of hard work, it was this rather fancy model of a building i made with only cardboard. i felt bad after i destroyed it .

btw have i told you guys i have ade up my mind to become a architect+interior designer. so if you want to build a house after something life 5 years ask me. lolx. it 12 18 am here in Maldives and i dont have the least bit of idea why am writing this 'useless' post which noone may read. anyways now that i have got nothing to do i think i should be off to bed. good nite and btw i hate the new facebook homepage and also i almost hate the entire facebook

Hi guys,

hope you all are great, am also good btw. yesterday we had a 'mini' class reunion (its not even a year yet). only very few of them came but its ok , i never wanted some people whom i dont like to come. we had a lot of fun but we had to cut short after it started to get late and we all walked to home together. the day before that we went to our ex school. here we is refered to my best friendS. there were some club activites going on at evening and even during night. and last thursday we went there too just for some fun during the tree planting activities.

It seems Sandi may go private. i have been following her blog almost ever since i have started blogging. She writes from her heart and has the guts to write to the truth no matter how bitter it is, and my fav part is she has 14 kids and i adore all the little ones a lot. she adopted 10 from around USA and 4 are home grown. lately some good-for-nothing people have been trying to open some old wounds , which i tell you she handled greatly and she didnt once try to hide the truth and had the guts to tell the truth even if it put her in bad light. sandi, if you ever go private please let me follow your blog and i will sure try to watch all your family shows when it is telecasted. 

May  god bless her and her entire family with all the happiness.

"some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them"

Whiskey Lullaby

today was one of the worst days this year so far. although good things happened  bad things weight more.

today morning i watched 100 million bc which was by far the worst movie i have ever seen. pure crap. and then i had to cancel my tution classes cause i had to go to my former school ( i so very love the place) there we were thrown out for like 5 mins until the security could call the school head ( she havent come yet) to ask if we could enter the school. after that it was good, i met ol friends and enjoyed then i came back home with a good frined of mine. shes 1 year younger than and smoking hot . and right infront of the prayer hall with people all around some of my friends going on cycle spotted and shouted at me  to '' hold her hand and to get closer'' ( you might be thinking so , i dont have any relationship with her except that of friendship. and those friends just wanted to embrass me, no evil in there heart and i love them more than myself, greatest buddies one can ever have) ok so anyways when he shouted that every one around stared at us both like they have never seen a girl and a boy walking together before ( and its not a good stare, a evil conservative religious look :P lolx) i asked her to move faster once i was past there i was soo relieved. (you might be wondering thats not bad, and i know that) when i reached home i soo damn hated that, as dads back hes doing engine works and all and the enite house smell like grease, and those darn mechine smells, i soo frigging hate that, and those smells which im unfortunately some what allergic to made me cough made my nose run, made my sinuses ache and god knows wat. i quickly went into my room and then soo very unfortunately dad came into my room and his clothes were like drenched into those smells and everything, he wanted a favour from me and there was no way i could say no (  for 2 reasons, hes my dad and hes done a lot for me so i had to do anything for him. and 2 cause we rarely talk and i would never miss a chance to talk with him) soo i had to bear like 20 mins in which my condition deteriorated a lot and i had to sort of stuck my kerchief up the nose to stop the mucus which showed no sign of easing. after he left i felt better but it took sometime before the ''machine smell'' left my room(btw my nose is still running). while i was chating a while after that i found out from a friend the kid i was giivng tution had a dangerous accidnet. he got hit by a door ( i donno exactly how, if it fell on him or wat) and his leg sort of ripped open revealing the bones and all ( hope he recovers real soon, i know i shout at hima  lot at the tution but it was for his own good only) i felt soo bad for him after i heard that, and unluckily the xray machine in the regional hospital was not working and he had to be taken to the capital, the sea ride from this island to the capital of the atoll is like an hour, and from air lift there to the capital of maldives is 1hour 45 mins. and he must have to wait a long time before a flight can be scheduled. i feell soo sorry for him he had to bear all that pain, the doctors couldnt do anything until they had the xray and he had to bear all that pain for soo long. its been like 6 hours now and i donno if hes reached the capital or not. and i even feel bad about myself, i mean if i have had given the tutions today and not gone to the school he would have been safe and sound. it happened to him at the time he usually comes to tuition from me. if only i had given tutions today he would have been ok. but anyways who can change whats already happened. it was good that his mom was there when it had happened and action was taken quickly. now that i told you all i know about that, i had lost internet connection 4 times tonight and i so hate that, we dont pay them for that. i sure hope connection doesnt get lost after i go to bed, cause if it does all the downloads with be stopped and 9.5 hours is important amount of time. 

this post is not making much sense i know, this ''machine smell'' lead headache is not allowing me to think and concentrate properly soo i think i should shorten this not so short post before i write things which doesnt make a sense at all. bye 

WORST MOVIE IN THE HISTORY

''100 Milliob BC'' is the worst movie made ever. if you dont believe me just watch it. i sometimes wonder if the movie itself was made in 100 million bc. anyways after watching i think you would like to read the discussion board for the movie in IMDB. i cna assure you atleast 2 hours of laughing

The Beach Boys - Don't Worry Baby

I just love this song now. few days back i was watching Never been Kissed (1998) and this song is played at my fav scene at the end of the movie when they share a passionate kiss infront of a whole crowd. hope you like this old but refreshing song

Last nite i went to bed early as dad came back home , he doesnt like me to be waking up late into the night ( i have no idea why, anyways i sleep only wen i like). i know i havent told you guys that dad left, even noone told me he went all of a sudden with out even telling me 2 weeks back, from male' (capital of maldives) he went to Sri Lanks ( noone told me that too) and he came back to maldives daybefore yesterday and back to home yesterday. he brought lo lankan sweet ( sorry to say  din like them that much they tasted like cardboard dipped in sugar),. and also a mousepad with a calculator on it the calculator was round and can rotate that was nice and i liked the calculator but the mouse pad was too big . Also came a microwave chicken which i sadly i dont eat. i dont like land meats at all. If i knew the date he was coming i would have had told him to get me a pair of new footwear and a couple of T-shirts. leaving that aside as i dint feel sleepy at all i woke up and wrote a list of some of my secrets which i thought would look good here

hehhe anyways here it is 9it is in no particular order)

= wen i was small i used to pray everyday to give my mom a long life even if it meant taking part of my life (reason: i lurve her  alot even if sometimes i act like a &*#$^() with him)

=Me n my dad have really weak and less bonds and talk very rarely ( we live together and all but we dont even share like fifty word with each other in a month!!!)

= the person i love the most (after my mom) is my Younger sister Ninny ( it maybe because when small we both spend almost all our times together and grew together and shes the sweetes sister)

=I cry very often (lets say now aday i cry like once a day(wen am all alone) while eatching tragic disastor movie , LOLX)

=i am a very emotional person and would easy break down into tears while watching documentaries and news coverage of unpreviledged people and their sufferings)

= i drink a lot of water when i feel sad ( i feel the part near my ear like puffing when i am sad and then wen i drink water it gets ok)

= i have difficulty sleeping ( i have to lay on the bed for like 1 hours before falling asleep however sleepy  i am)

= i feel really difficult to be under non natural white light during day time ( i knowthis is weird but really at mornings i cant tolerate to keep the lights on, i will feel like someone is sucking all my energy out, but luckily i have been geting over it lately)

= 10/14 of my best friends are girls ( more than like 75% of my friends are girls and i have 14BESTFRIENDS!!)

= i had a crush on a girl for almost 5 years ( no more details)

= i want to adopt a child and raise him all by myself

= i hate my voice

= i like to dance

= i dont like my dads side of the family (that is except dad and a few others, i tell you its a huge family)

= i spend almost 85% of the time im awake infront of the computer

= i spend about only 2% of each week outside the house (weird i know but theres nothing to do outdoors lately)

= and i luv my hair ( which really unluckily has  lately been falling  a little more than normal. i cut my hair but that didnt work , i think i need to go bald to stop it and the uprising dandruff problem but theres noway am gonna do that, if you have got any idea to reduce the hair fall and the dandruff plx help me)

thats more than enuf bye

Hiyya all, me n my both girl buddies are going out 2moro for sure now, ( i had to try for 2 weeks to get a free day for all lolx. anyways we are gonna have a lot of fun, i just gope it doesnt rain today after a long long time rained it was good news for everyone but if it rains i so very gonna hate it

lifes been really slow with nothing lately, yesterday i watched twilight , i intended to watch it a long time ago, but the copy i had was not very good so i kept it to look later, i didnt like it that very much but still it was good, (i secretly wish i was a vampirer, it will be so damn romantic lolx) i felt it was more of like a introductory show of a tv series, half the film was used to introduce everyone and the main story of it came almost near the end. anywyas stopping my foolish critism i am having a bad tummy ache tonight, the lower ribs are aching like hell and i just took a nap, am sure not gonna fall asleep anytime soon tonight (i woke at 10 30 am today) lately i have been trying to keep my sleeping our shorter, cause excess sleep makes a person lazier (which i am). 

ok this post is not making much sense, and im not gonna have dinner tonight.

BYEEEEEEEEEE

AND TO DHIRAAGU(INTERNET PROVIDER, PROVIDE FULL SPEED YOU PTOMISED OR I  KILL YOU

today after my bro recomended a site about good photography i took like a hundred pics of flowers n other things around the house, but it didnt go very well , these 2 pics are the best out of all. i know they are not great or perfect pics but i wont take all the blame on me. the cam was acting weird and it would zoom all by itself (it used to happen before and it had to be send to singapore or somplace for repair) anyways so i have to press zoom out button always and this is boring and difficult. 

Hope you like the pics

Loves to you all

Hi guys n gals

I didnt go out that day, and maybe ill be going todays , these days nothing is sure everything is a mystery. lolx.

the reason why i am not posting anything these days is

1- i am very much occupied with watching movies these days

2- internet is damn slow

few days back while chating

cux ''so wot do u do''

me '' watch doxens of movies''

cux '' hehe''

       ''***** says wot kind of movies '' 

*****was another cuxs name lolx

after she wrote that i felt sort of wordless for a few secs, i wonder what they were thinking

anyways this new unlimited Damn Slow internet is awful irritating, Friggingly useless. i am hating it. earlier i could download like 4 movies in 5-6 hours but now it takes 15 hours to download a single movie. I sure am gonna sue the internet provider for the lies they say, they are not even providing half the sped they promised, just 1/6 th of what they say

Breaking Bad News

todays plan have been canceled again as one of my buddies is bxy. damn. todays a holiday and shes still got tutions to give, thats bad, anyways i sure am gonna go out with them both this weekend what so ever

Bye for now

loves to all